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Unheard Last Words

As I stair at the ceiling when sitting at home

Wishing I had someone to talk to but I’m alone.

Nobody can hear me when I bawl

And nobody hears my distant call.

 

I don’t understand what as happened to me,

Why do I feel so lost and empty?

I am a tool, a machine, I have no soul.

There’s something missing inside I don’t feel whole.

 

Will I be lonely for the rest of my life?

Will I ever have kids a house and a wife?

Shall I do the deed and pick up that knife?

Press against myself with a subtle slice?

Or reflect on my health and maybe think twice?

Will there be someone to stop me and give advice?

 

These questions I ask but nobody can hear,

As the world would remain if I disappear.

I wallow in self pity and cry my heart out,

Knowing I am not loved without any doubt.

 

I have heard there is nothing more pathetic than a cry for help

You either do or you don’t want to kill yourself

This makes me pathetic as well as a weirdo,

I guess it is time for me to go

 

I’ve disappointed my father and that’s what hurts most.

So it is now time to turn to a ghost.

However souls are ghost so I wont be one,

The only thing I will be is gone.

 

by E

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I Wish That I Could Hate You

It now has been so far away
Yet it seems like only yesterday

You turned and walked away
Like I was nothing

There never was a place for me
In your world of make-believe

A little bit of something
Would have been better than your nothing

And while yes, it is so true
My heart still aches for you
I wish, that I could hate you

This little girl, just a dreamer
A lost and lonely gypsy,
Now so afraid you were just another schemer
Do you really even miss me?

My soul, I bore open to trust in you
Yes, my heart still aches for you
I wish that I could hate you

And right or wrong, I carry on
As I still want for you
Even as in your world
Is where I no longer belong

My heart still aches
To see your smile
To feel your touch
To stay awhile

And pretend again for a moment
That you really did care
Cause baby, I miss you that much

I wish that I could hate you, but I don’t
I could have loved you, but you would not let me
So I won’t

And now it is that I have found
As my heart still aches for you
I can never really, truly, hate you