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Vexed

By: D.J.S.

A Love that dances
across spring green fields
like stained glass butterflies.

Petal to petal, petal to blade
blade to stone, then again,
dancing skyward nary a care.

Oh to be there yet and then,
a love so pure surely endures.

Tests of time and sweet
wind chimes made of pine,
from holy hearts less empty.

Yet wishing you could be there
to fill a cavernous void held
within a lost blank stare.

Alas ensnared in loneliness’
incessant cry of silence.

Never to dance under starry sky
again in tender romance.

A head hung to cry tears of
A soul lost to a love made hollow.

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Someone’s Thoughts

I am alone
loneliness is part of me, part of you
the pain, the sorrow, the agony does not exist in me.
I am free, and within my freedom I fall in the abyss on nonexistence,
the darkness covers every path I take, every dream I create,
the never ending void where nor me nor you can penetrate.

you say you suffer…
you say you are in pain…
you say you want it to end…

I envy you my brother,
I wish I could feel what you feel…
I wish I could even be…

…Agni

 

Lost

And I’ve lost my footing once again
While moon drops reflect upon the sea
To cushion the love I have for you
To cushion the loss of inevitability
The driving concern to fill the need
The void deepens as I reach, reach.
For our last breath
And you hold out no arms
To brace me
From impact
So slammed
I am
Deep within the rocks
Stone shelter me
Caress the inner workings of my slight
Twist of hand
To breathe the air you breathe
To hear the words you speak
I am but the echoes of the love
You are to me
Up on a pedestal doused in esteem
It is the joy I once bathed you in
It is the love you do not feel for me

-MHK 2001-

 

How?

I am nowhere to be felt to be held to be loved to be touched to be whole to be found to be me to be anything to be simply Gone Empty Void Motionless Absent Vacant Alone Alone Alone in a world flying by floating by stagnant stationary so impenetrable so hard so dead so hurt so hated so sick so so so Alone F* You F* Me F* God F* it All How did I get here How do I get out How do I survive How do I feel this How love hurts me How I have no answers I have no knowledge Just pain just love just loneliness just longing just yearning just aching just dying just wanting arms to hold me whispers to soothe me breath to fill me love to stir me Eyes Soul God this hurts Missing Ending Eternity Pain Love me Where have I gone I want to love believe love in love for love lost love new love old love real love eternal love innocence joy peace grace God where have I gone help me find my way back to myself whoever that is I do not care anymore I just want to feel love feel whole feel me oh please….

Exile

With our hearts wrapped in Saran-
Are we here to hear hollow words
or sincere verbs taking flight to fan the silence?
damn the silence!
as it smothers the violence of a ghost locked and chained
in solitude engaged in caged enraged soliloquy
the words reaching out like desperate hands
gnarled and grasping for even the lightest featherlike touch
well deep within digital prisons
snarling and gasping across chasms from our telephones
too afraid of voices making us three dimensional
intentional connection scares us crawling back into the void
avoidance fits us so well
well worn torn and wholly alone
©M E M/ 2001/ Space Faktory Musick/
 Random Axe of Blindness/QueerNotions/
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