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My House

Lies, screams, cries, laughter
All pointed at me, yea it’s a disaster
But this is the place that I call home
I thought it was a place for a family
But then why am I all alone
All the fake smiles and lies to my face
You see it as my family
I see it as a hell place
Mourning to go home after school and friends
Longing to go to school, starting the shit all over again
I sit in my room and cry myself to sleep
I tried getting help, but my pain is just too deep
There is nothing left for me now except a permanent sleep

 

My Fall

I walked alone

with my head tilted

downwards

I felt

rejected

alone

ridiculed

by grimy faces

Prying

piercing

ravenous eyes

going to crush me with their glares

Tormented

Massacred

Robbed

by their vile tongues

Debilitating

deafening sounds

resonated

from deep under

with screams

of dim agony

Unsatisfied with these sores

in my body

already decimated and gone

My soul

veiled with darkness

Uncharted

by the vilest demons

Someone’s watching

deep under

Distorted

macabre and demonic

facades

Bizarre and indescribable faces

like crushed undifferentiated flesh

of putrefying, dead animals

and slaughtered beggars

Continuously chased

with my feet

covered with

pus and mud

The ground is cold

with blood

Chased forever

Tormented forever

Forever gone

My Fall

Diminishing

Some dismiss it as selected
others feign not to know
All the while they watch, with relish
your decent into madness, slow

They see the screams behind your eyes
But deafen their ears to suit
Lest they somehow be infected
By this emotive mute

To all is displayed your sorry state
Too extreme to conceal, too intense to hide
Still they begrudge you, your meagre slice
Your motives they decide

No words seep from their set mouths
To acknowledge what is seen
Attempts to convey emotions are quickly revered, clean
Still they envy you, your strength it musts
To keep it ever silent
That piercing internal scream

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Jennifer Boyman

A pointless quarrel, myself only in mind
my future sorrow, how could I be so blind?
until tomorrow, kindness you still don’t find
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A stab wound, there’s no blood,
mind is untuned, clouded love,
convulsing, I start to scream,
I can’t believe it’s not a dream
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Blank expressions are all I see
frozen eyes that stare at me
your skin now cold and firm
time is up now its your turn
I stare now into your eyes,
frozen, staring up at the skies
my life now I dread,
it is my fault, now you’re dead
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