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Love One Last Time

All I want is a sign of kindness and love,
But all I get are mean looks.
It hurts so bad that everywhere I go,
Hoping to be accepted,
I get rejected.
They all look at me the same way,
With eyes full of contempt and resentment
But maybe I deserve what I get
For being a cruel, cold person
I drove everyone away from me,
But only lately have I realized that they were never really there for me,
Each one had hidden intentions,
All meant to sacrifice me-
I feel so empty and numb,
So lonely and dejected
Everyone says they love me,
But I know better than to believe them
Broken promises and rushed lies,
To cover up their faults,
And I stand here,
With my heart in my hands
Bleeding, nearly dead,
Yet how is it that I’m willing to let it get broken again?
I know it won’t survive another wound,
So how is it that with you
I’m willing to take that chance,
When I’m pretty sure I won’t survive the fall?
So much pain,
Leaving me numb,
My heart shuts down
Yet I’m able to love again
Will you be the on to show me what I truly want?
Will you help me soar or let me fall?
Will you be there forever or for just 10 seconds?
I’m terrified to love again…to let my heart open up,
But I don’t want to miss…all that I could spend with you…
No, even if it doesn’t work out,
It won’t be time gone to waste,
For I learned to love…
…One…last…time…

Shadow’s Death

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My Fall

I walked alone

with my head tilted

downwards

I felt

rejected

alone

ridiculed

by grimy faces

Prying

piercing

ravenous eyes

going to crush me with their glares

Tormented

Massacred

Robbed

by their vile tongues

Debilitating

deafening sounds

resonated

from deep under

with screams

of dim agony

Unsatisfied with these sores

in my body

already decimated and gone

My soul

veiled with darkness

Uncharted

by the vilest demons

Someone’s watching

deep under

Distorted

macabre and demonic

facades

Bizarre and indescribable faces

like crushed undifferentiated flesh

of putrefying, dead animals

and slaughtered beggars

Continuously chased

with my feet

covered with

pus and mud

The ground is cold

with blood

Chased forever

Tormented forever

Forever gone

My Fall