Web of Loneliness Poems

Poems of the Lonely

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Memories

Memories flow like butterflies. They pass by quietly, take me by surprise. Our wedding day, the trip together, our first love nest. Watching you leave me in the cold morning with a kiss. What a pleasure, did you know I used to watch you through my window until you disappeared? I think you knew because you would wave at the air. I would wait for your return smelling like roses and with a home cook meal.  I was pregnant! a surprise our first son what a joy!. He was perfect and full of energy. I loved you so much, but I didn’t know what love was until we parted. you with another wife and me with another man. What happened to us?.  What kind of pain was that.

I never been the same, never will. This loneliness is killing me. You will always be, my first love my only love. Years passed and it still hurts to think about our life together and how happy and perfect it was. I pray for you every night and for me. I need to find peace in this life without you or your love. To make peace with loneliness.

I look at my reflection in the mirror of time and I’m slowly dying with sadness and regrets. Nobody loves me, nobody wants me, I’m a shadow, a ghost, I go unnoticed and ignored. The world goes on without me like I never existed, why is loneliness so cruel.

I will love you forever and after death. I will give half my life for your embrace. My body craves your arms around me, to hug me, comfort me and dry my tears. I need your embraced now and forever.

With Two Dogs In The Yard

a House shelters from the rains, the winds, the outside elements,

a Home shelters from human fears, loneliness and despair.

 

a House keeps out intruders, people who would take from within,

a Home invites strangers, people who will become friends and givers.

 

a House stores things…pictures, books, computer stuff and possessions,

a Home holds memories… stories, shared moments of learning, joys and sorrows.

 

a House warms the body, provides comfort to the flesh,

a Home warms the soul, provides comfort to the spirit.

 

a House is a place where golden and black have a back yard to play,

a Home is where Mart and Thor are loved in every room.

 

a House has a street address and can be burned to the ground with fire,

a Home has an essence which can be torn apart by mistrust.

 

Our Home is now my house…

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Deafening Silence

Wide open space. The emptiness of my heart.

So much love, yet so far away. I’m alone.

Were it not for God’s unchanging love, I would have no reason to stay.

Who remembers me? Who is thinking of me at this very moment?

My tears come quietly…fall silently. They are my companions.

The ache in my chest. Memories of feeling love.

My friends don’t want me.

My love can’t be with me.

My family is a world away. No one needs me.

A husband and kids: a distant fantasy.

The sound of laughter in my home: a far away wish.

Who would come? Who wants my presence?

Am I lovable? Am I too weird?

I feel at home among the lonely;

Strangers who need me like I need them.

No one to talk to. God thank You for listening.

I walk alone.

The ones I love forget about me.

I don’t want to burden…or bother…

I only want interaction…true love.

I’ve been left and forgotten.

I want to go home. I miss my mom & dad & god-brother.

They love me. I need them NOW.