Web of Loneliness Poems

Poems of the Lonely

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Loneliness

Hate, anger, frustration,

How does one survive?

Confusion, distraught, depression.

Why even be alive?

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Screaming, running, sobbing,

Everyone is swarming.

Yelling, crying, dying.

Does someone really care?

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I sit alone now, all by

Myself with no one else.

They’ve all left again for good,

And I am once again alone.

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I only have friends when

They need a place to hide.

Does that make them love me?

“My basement’s always open. . .”

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I sit alone again and cry,

For the friends I wish I had,

But will never see.

All I get are words, in threes.

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They speak to me softly,

Worry in their faces.

Do they care? Or is

Their worry worthless?

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It hurts at the end,

As we all know, but

After that we don’t

Know how to go.

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Dante once said that sinners go

Where it is dark and dank,

And in the hot below,

Down where Hades rules.

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But do we know

Where people go

After their loneliness

Has got to them.

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Why stay here where it’s sad,

When you can live happy,

No longer alone,

No longer afraid.

My Last Tear

Last night was hard
cause i cried my last tear
Hoping these feelings are gone
hoping they’ll disappear
To many days i
been feeling this way
I’m like and open book
With my feelings on display
My eyes are red
and my mind is unstable
Can i make it through the day
i dont think im able
My head hurts and
im in pain
Am i losing my mind
or jus going insane
I’m trying to make it
without you here
While trying to hold back
this very last tear
Last night was hard
but the days will get better
As i seal with a kiss
on my last letter!?!?

How?

I am nowhere to be felt to be held to be loved to be touched to be whole to be found to be me to be anything to be simply Gone Empty Void Motionless Absent Vacant Alone Alone Alone in a world flying by floating by stagnant stationary so impenetrable so hard so dead so hurt so hated so sick so so so Alone F* You F* Me F* God F* it All How did I get here How do I get out How do I survive How do I feel this How love hurts me How I have no answers I have no knowledge Just pain just love just loneliness just longing just yearning just aching just dying just wanting arms to hold me whispers to soothe me breath to fill me love to stir me Eyes Soul God this hurts Missing Ending Eternity Pain Love me Where have I gone I want to love believe love in love for love lost love new love old love real love eternal love innocence joy peace grace God where have I gone help me find my way back to myself whoever that is I do not care anymore I just want to feel love feel whole feel me oh please….

Hollow

By Raven

It is a Hollow I cannot fill,

I pine for it,

But I do not belong, anywhere.

I watch groups of friends interact,

Smile, laugh, kiss, dance,

It hurts so badly as I realise want to be a part of it so much,

I want to laugh without a care in the world,

I want to have days where we get together and just talk about the things we love.

I want days where we just mess about and do nothing,

I want to be able to give and receive hugs and kisses,

I want to be capable of love, of trust,

But I understand that, it is not to be.

I am always looking in from outside,

Standing on the edge smiling pathetically to myself,

Living vicariously through those that I watch,

Spending evenings imagining myself as a part of those groups,

Tears coursing down my cheeks as I smile dreaming of the things I can never have,

Taking a sadistic pleasure in gathering as many memories of those forbidden pleasures,

Of comfort, of happiness and love,

I cannot stop watching for fear of drowning in the depression of a realisation where I truly understand that I am denied the very things I spend my days viewing.

Alone I stand outside that dirty window peering in.

Even if I could gather up the courage to knock on the glass and ask to be let in, I would fall short.

Because in my world, although there is a window, there is certainly not….

A door.

 

Feelings

What do you do when your feelings are mixed up inside you
You try to be happy but inside your always blue
At times you’d like to cry but there’s people all about
So you hold it back and try not to pout
You try not to think of the bad times you had
And try to be happy but inside your always sad
You know exactly what you really want to say
But you can never get it out to this very day
It runs about in your head both day and night
And it doesn’t go away no matter how hard you fight
People ask “How are you” you say “good” what a lie
If they only knew you would really rather cry
No matter what you do it is always on your mind
And all the people around you are so happy and kind
You try everything but nothing seems to work
All that pain because of one little hurt
No one understands what you’re going thru now
You want to live a happy life but you don’t know how.
Judy