Web of Loneliness Poems

Poems of the Lonely

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Memories

Memories flow like butterflies. They pass by quietly, take me by surprise. Our wedding day, the trip together, our first love nest. Watching you leave me in the cold morning with a kiss. What a pleasure, did you know I used to watch you through my window until you disappeared? I think you knew because you would wave at the air. I would wait for your return smelling like roses and with a home cook meal.  I was pregnant! a surprise our first son what a joy!. He was perfect and full of energy. I loved you so much, but I didn’t know what love was until we parted. you with another wife and me with another man. What happened to us?.  What kind of pain was that.

I never been the same, never will. This loneliness is killing me. You will always be, my first love my only love. Years passed and it still hurts to think about our life together and how happy and perfect it was. I pray for you every night and for me. I need to find peace in this life without you or your love. To make peace with loneliness.

I look at my reflection in the mirror of time and I’m slowly dying with sadness and regrets. Nobody loves me, nobody wants me, I’m a shadow, a ghost, I go unnoticed and ignored. The world goes on without me like I never existed, why is loneliness so cruel.

I will love you forever and after death. I will give half my life for your embrace. My body craves your arms around me, to hug me, comfort me and dry my tears. I need your embraced now and forever.

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The Unwelcome Visitor

He came to visit me again today,

I wish that he would stay away.

I didn’t ask for him to come,

I didn’t ask him where he’s from,

I’m happy when he isn’t here,

It’s hard to smile when he appears.

I hope he leaves me soon; he fills my life with gloom.

Sometimes his visit’s only brief,

A moment spent with no relief.

Sometimes he stays for quite a while; unwanted company to rile.

Me, then I try to walk away,

But he just wants to come and stay.

 

He did that first year when alone I faced a life,

Of loneliness without my wife.

He kept me constant company back then,

He drank with me and when,

I tried to drive him far away,

He came back often …day after day.

Sometimes I forget him; think he’s gone for good.

I wish often that he would.

Sometimes my life is filled with song,

But then he comes along,

To spoil my happiness with pain,

That black dog’s back with me again.

 

Jack Newman

 

Wild Flower

you are the one who makes me feel so happy
you are the one who makes me feeling easy
you are the one who brought my life this crazy

you are the one who left me finally…

as the trees grow so wildly
as the rainbow colors bring you so lovely
here with me you’ll be in my memory
like a dream how much you mean to me..

yesterday was a big big joy to me
like a clouds filled with comfort to me
yesterday was so lucky and full of beauty
like a lucky charm that’s what you are to me.

go and find your own destiny
let the sun shines you gracefully
go and live your life happily
and let us be in your shadow as you
grow maturely….

 

Still Alone

 

by Alaina
All these emotions are just stuck in my head
I can’t find the words for them to be said.
No one around me seems to understand,
all I want is for someone to hold my hand.
Just a simple hug is all I am asking for
you make it seem like that’s such a chore.
when will the day come that i’m finally free,
from this dark place that has captured me?
I have no place to go or anyone to run to.
my happy days are becoming quite few.
I only wish with all of my might,
that I won’t cry myself to sleep tonight.

 

 

I Sit Alone

Smiles you always see, but they are not real You think that I am happy, but I never am.

You all have friends, ones who are special, I know people, but they don’t know me,

they know the facade I sit and wonder, does anyone know?

Does anyone know how I feel inside

Can anyone see the pain I hide?

I sit alone,

I watch you with your friends and families.

And I wonder, what is it like?

You talk to me and I talk to you,

but none of it means anything.

We all go home, and once again I am alone.

Do you know that I am alone?

Do you think that I go home and am not alone?

Do you even care?

You all think that I am happy, no concerns in the world.

I wish this were true.

I have no one.

No one to talk to.

No one to sit and laugh with.

I sit alone.

Won’t anyone help me?

Won’t anyone come and break this loneliness?

Break the silence of my life?

I don’t know what to do, where to go.

I just don’t want to be alone.

No more.

 

Estara