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Poems of the Lonely

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A Place of No More

 

My fear is here
A place of no rest
Can’t place down this fear
Nor stand up to lifes test
Just hours of nothing
A chair or the floor
Sitting and gutting
A place of no more
JAK

 

 

Never Knowing

U will never know,

How ugly I feel inside.

To just sit here one day,

And lay down and cry.

When some people call me mean names,

It seems like I don’t care.

But really,

The feelings of hurt are always there.

People say that I am not ugly,

And that I am wrong.

But it’s hard to agree,

After so long.

U will never know the feelings,

That have been here for years.

These feelings,

That have caused most of my tears.

U will never know the feeling,

Of not being loved.

To sit there and cry,

To be yelled at and shoved.

I want you,

To just be there for me.

Because this will take a while,

For me to be free.

To be free from the feeling inside of me,

The feeling of being ugly.

Please, I know u will never know,

But understand I won’t let it show.

Beneath my smiles, laughter and cheers,

There is a person inside that fears.

Of being lonely and not having anybody.

Vicky S. 2001

 

Loneliness

Loneliness is darkness
A never-ending night.
Even though the black won’t go away,
You’ll never fall asleep.

Because loneliness sparks a fear
And unlike other nightmares
Awakening will not vanish it;
For the darkness is too strong
To allow any rest.

It makes memories into ghosts
And dreams into spirits.
Too vague to remember
Too important to forget.
~K.L.

 

Broken Heart

I can’t take this anymore
Its tearing me up inside
Cause you wouldn’t tell me why
So you remained a constant thought throughout my days

I hate that you are doing this
I saw you do it before
I won’t let this happen to us
You can’t push me away

You have already torn my heart in two
The damage is done
Does this even hurt you
Or will this go right through

The loneliness I fear
Is starting to draw near
Can’t be sure how I will deal
Or how this loneliness will feel

All my hopes and dreams
Have been washed away
Into a rapid flowing red stream
Created by the bleeding of my broken heart

You said yourself we could last forever
And now you can’t even see us together
I do not blame you nor am I mad
For it was I who gave his heart with no shield

I talked about our future
Only because that’s where we were headed
We talked about our past
And realized why others didn’t last

I couldn’t tell you what the future would hold
You claimed to be afraid of the unknown
But I wasn’t given the chance to ease your fears
Which is why I have begun to shed these tears

I only want you to be happy
If you can’t be happy with me then I will have to respect that
I was afraid of my heart being broken and now it has come true
I just never thought the breaking of my heart would come from you

Loneliness rips me apart

It’s another black mark,
On a black paper so dark,
Things that happen around me,
They do not nothing but feed the loneliness inside me,
Make it grow,
From the gaping hole in the pit of my stomach,
To the growing cancer inside of my brain.
Its another wrinkle,
In my face so wrinkled.
Loneliness has been a constant companion,
This friend in need is a pest indeed!
Days become months,and months years,
But loneliness still reigns above all my fears,
The cruel king that it is;
With remorse his queen,
This is how its been.
For the years that have passed,
Ive been outrun outdone outclassed,
So what is it that i do now?
Do i try and find out.