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Unheard Last Words

As I stair at the ceiling when sitting at home

Wishing I had someone to talk to but I’m alone.

Nobody can hear me when I bawl

And nobody hears my distant call.

 

I don’t understand what as happened to me,

Why do I feel so lost and empty?

I am a tool, a machine, I have no soul.

There’s something missing inside I don’t feel whole.

 

Will I be lonely for the rest of my life?

Will I ever have kids a house and a wife?

Shall I do the deed and pick up that knife?

Press against myself with a subtle slice?

Or reflect on my health and maybe think twice?

Will there be someone to stop me and give advice?

 

These questions I ask but nobody can hear,

As the world would remain if I disappear.

I wallow in self pity and cry my heart out,

Knowing I am not loved without any doubt.

 

I have heard there is nothing more pathetic than a cry for help

You either do or you don’t want to kill yourself

This makes me pathetic as well as a weirdo,

I guess it is time for me to go

 

I’ve disappointed my father and that’s what hurts most.

So it is now time to turn to a ghost.

However souls are ghost so I wont be one,

The only thing I will be is gone.

 

by E

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My Last Tear

Last night was hard
cause i cried my last tear
Hoping these feelings are gone
hoping they’ll disappear
To many days i
been feeling this way
I’m like and open book
With my feelings on display
My eyes are red
and my mind is unstable
Can i make it through the day
i dont think im able
My head hurts and
im in pain
Am i losing my mind
or jus going insane
I’m trying to make it
without you here
While trying to hold back
this very last tear
Last night was hard
but the days will get better
As i seal with a kiss
on my last letter!?!?