Web of Loneliness Poems

Poems of the Lonely

Monthly Archives: November 2010

My Home

Where do I belong,
I have been created by the almighty god, but what for,
Do I have purpose,
I was given life not knowing where I belong or knowing what my significance is.

Life has no purpose and all of us know it,
If life had purpose then why do we die,
I know nothing of myself,
I am so confused.

Why is life given to those who shall die,
Death is eminent so do not fear its presence,
If thou shan’t die today, you will die tomorrow,
Dying does not hurt unless you let it.

I cannot comprehend what I am supposed to do or why I am here,
Am I even real, Am I just a dream someone is having,
Where is my home,
I just feel so alone…

joshua isaiah

 

My Hole

inside its dark

just the way i like

its deep, making it hard to breathe

when i decide to escape

the walls are too steep

there is no one to help me

i’m too weak to help myself

my fingers don’t hold

so i’m stuck, in my hole

like always

 

**Toni**

Quote: The seven wonders of the world… to touch, to taste, to see, to hear, to feel, to laugh, and to love.

 

My Heart Will Always Be Yours

I feel like I’m getting sucked into a black hole

The life I live is no longer my own

I see strangers wandering along my path of misery

I used to have a reason, a reason to stay

In this rat infested place we call earth

But when you said goodbye

All my hope and desires just went away

I can’t sleep, I try to close my weary eyes

But all I can think about is you

I can’t help wondering how things would’ve been

If I only just said what I felt, deep inside…

But I tell you now; even I know it’s too late

My love for you is the only thing that kept me standing

Now I’m tired, still standing in line

Waiting till my time has come

The day you said goodbye, my heart was ripped apart

There were times I thought things were getting better

Times I thought I could love another

But they all turned out the same

The girl got hurt and I stood alone, once again

If I would only get one more chance

If you’d only know what I felt for you

Things might be turned out differently

But I feel my end is getting near

So I can only hope we meet again

Not in this life but in the next

Where we can begin a fresh start

My love for you is eternal and shall forever last

Now I say goodbye and wait for you

On the other side

My Fall

I walked alone

with my head tilted

downwards

I felt

rejected

alone

ridiculed

by grimy faces

Prying

piercing

ravenous eyes

going to crush me with their glares

Tormented

Massacred

Robbed

by their vile tongues

Debilitating

deafening sounds

resonated

from deep under

with screams

of dim agony

Unsatisfied with these sores

in my body

already decimated and gone

My soul

veiled with darkness

Uncharted

by the vilest demons

Someone’s watching

deep under

Distorted

macabre and demonic

facades

Bizarre and indescribable faces

like crushed undifferentiated flesh

of putrefying, dead animals

and slaughtered beggars

Continuously chased

with my feet

covered with

pus and mud

The ground is cold

with blood

Chased forever

Tormented forever

Forever gone

My Fall

Masks

Which mask should worn today,

in order to lead the world astray?

.

Which mask will the world demand,

in order to fulfill their need?

.

The mask of a hero, who saves their day?

.

The mask of a friend, who they want as they need?

.

The mask of daughter, who they think doesn’t want to be bothered?

.

The mask of a sibling, who never fit in?

.

The mask of a mother, who should only be around when needed?

.

The mask of a lover, who must accept she can never be?

.

So many masks, so many roles,

yet no one see’s the face behind the masks.

.

Which mask should I wear today?

.

It doesn’t really matter for no one cares to see my face.

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By DGL 2009