Web of Loneliness Poems

Poems of the Lonely

My Prayer


Hello Most High its me again
I’ve been praying for years and I still don’t have a life, love and friends
Everytime people came into my life they tried to use me or abuse me
Most High Please tell me why
.
For my soul is crying
And my faith is getting weak
Trying to hold on to life
Help me please!!
.
Come hold my heart because there is no one in my life
Please tell me that everything is going to be alright
I’m hurting
And I’m so lonely
.
Could this just be a test?
A storm that will pass?
Or is this a lifetime of pain?
Why me?
.
My mother use to abuse me mentally and physically
Everytime I cried out “Please love me!”
She would just laugh at me
.
Brothers and sisters over the years joined in to hurt me
It made them smile when I cried or got angry
.
The last person I had left was my father
After a couple of months he showed his hate for me
I remember getting real angry saying ” You’re all I had left! I needed you! Why are you doing this to me!”
.
Most High you remember when I had to cut them out of my life 7 years ago
The demons they obviously enjoyed within themselves was slowly killing me
.
To this day I still cry so that I wont become angry and bitter
Trying to heal the deep scars that are deep within my mind and heart
But Most High I cannot heal without you
Please answer my prayers
.
You created me
I pray that you created me to help others in this cruel evil world
And to be free, to live, and be happy!
.
Forgive me for begging for that is my soul crying out to you
I love you with all my heart
All I have is you
.
Please don’t forsake me
.
Dalija
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One response to “My Prayer

  1. patricia May 21, 2011 at 3:11 am

    Lovely expression to our creator…he always hears you

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